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Lazy, lazy, lazy
5 September 2011 00:17I've been ridiculously lazy about studying lately. A few months ago I'd be going through at least one lecture per day, usually two or three. It's been weeks since I've watched even one.
It's not that I'm not interested. My interest hasn't faded. I'm also not running into difficulties hearing the audio track. I think it's got more to do with having no one to study with, or at least no one to discuss what I've studied with. The more I study, the more time I spend alone, doing something that not even R is interested in.
That's not how I want to live my life right now. I want to be spending more time with people than less, and communicating more rather than less. I guess it's a having-cake-and-eating-it-too sort of scenario.
It's not that I'm not interested. My interest hasn't faded. I'm also not running into difficulties hearing the audio track. I think it's got more to do with having no one to study with, or at least no one to discuss what I've studied with. The more I study, the more time I spend alone, doing something that not even R is interested in.
That's not how I want to live my life right now. I want to be spending more time with people than less, and communicating more rather than less. I guess it's a having-cake-and-eating-it-too sort of scenario.
